Ellie, where is my commission?

First I would like to aplogize for everyone for being ridicilously slow - I'm trying my bests to upload everyone's the end of this week!
Sorry, I'm kinda messed up - I need to order things inisde a little, and commissions are actually really good for that - I'm just kinda slow. I don't really understand at all, why. Probably, cause Im a bit worried if people would like them or not, and Im doing thegodsknowshowmany versions for one drawing, ended up deleting the whole thing, cause it never turns out the way I want to.
I don't really want to rub in your face my personal problems, - internet hasn't been made for that - and it's kinda a bad reason, I know.
I just wanted to dissipate my commissioners doubts, and ask shamefully their patience.
Thank you so much!